Two. This was the hardest birthday for me yet... With this year comes less baby and more independence, more big boy. And I'm not sure I'm ready for that just yet. Let's talk about the past year: You were talking in sentences by 21 months. You said "I want me" instead of "I want you" … Continue reading On Turning Two
He won't remember how easy he made his pregnancy and birth for me. Hardly five pushes and we were on the same team from the very start.He won't remember the way my heart stopped when I didn't hear his cries fill the room, cries that I had been anticipating from my newborn baby. How he … Continue reading He Won’t Remember…
Now that my little man has been a part of the world for three months, he has grown and changed so much already. He's been a flirt since day one. Grinning and laughing at mommy and mostly any girl he's come in contact with. He's such a Mack Daddy. And he has already been giving … Continue reading Quarter Year Milestones
Dear baby boy, I want to start off by saying sorry. I'm sorry for crying. The entire way to the hospital. The morning you were born. Out of guilt for the fear of ruining your sister's life. And I'm sorry for ever thinking I couldn't love you as fully and completely as I love your sister. … Continue reading Dear Baby Boy
Dear Heart and Soul, Dear First Love, Dear Daughter, Any day now and you will no longer be my only. While I am excited to meet your baby brother, my heart is breaking as our days of only us are quickly coming to an end. I ache from missing this time already. For the past … Continue reading A Letter to My Best Girl, My Firstborn
